| Location | Dundee |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 15/01/1980 |
| Date of Death | 13/10/1999 |
| Visitors | 1,826 since 15/01/2009 |
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Darren was always the cute little one who managed to cheekily wrap everyone around his little finger, not get into trouble even when he did leave toys lying everywhere causing me to take many a tumble...........my little brother,the baby out of us always for 19yrs managed to make me laugh, make me cry, make my sad and even make me mad but most of all he made me smile, even when things were bad I always knew my bro was there. Until that day in October when he changed his mind and decided to leave us.
Bro on that day in October as I drew up outside the flat I knew before I opened the door I had lost you, that little bro of mine,you made me feel pain like no other, I was angry at you for leaving me thinking if you loved me how could you leave you were my baby, most of all I was angry at myself for not being there for you.
As I held you I knew you but couldn't understand. you said to me " Sis I love you but have gone somewhere better who knows where when I get there I'll watch out for you tell Dad,Michael,Kayleigh,Dylan and Keirran I love them and always will. I'm sorry" although your spelling was still terrible when you wrote it hee hee.....
We'll never know exactly what happended that night and still not sure if will ever stop trying to figure it out. But one thing I do know is I love you Bro and always will.
..So Special
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♥***♥***♥***♥***♥♥***♥***♥***♥***♥
You'll always be so special
You played the perfect part
Only you and no one else
Could leave footprints on my heart
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But now my heart is broken
I loved you from the start
So many loving memories
Help heal my broken heart
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I know youre always near me
I only wish that i could see
My beautiful Angel standing there
When i feel them close to me
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Now everything is precious
Deep in the heart of me
Our love will last forever
For my Angel holds the key
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My tears could fill a river that the burning sun had dried,
I never knew a heart could break or how I'd feel inside.
That awful day I lost you, the day that you flew home,
My life is a living nitemare, where do you roam?
Is it true you are an Angel now, so high like others say?
And can you watch me from so far and guide me through the day?
Can I really make you sad if I'm still crying every night?
Is it true that you can comfort me, kiss my forehead very light?
My tears will not stop flowing, I miss you so very much,
Please wait for me 'til I come home, 'til I can feel your touch.
That day the sun will shine again, no more will my eyes weep,
As I see and cuddle you once more, and our family is again complete.
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When you finally make your entrance to that city
Of jasper walls and bright golden avenues
As you behold all its beauty and its splendour
Remember there's just one request I make of you.
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Look for me for I will be there too
I realize when you arrive
There'll be so much to view
After you've been there ten thousand years
A million maybe two
Look for me for I will be there too.
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As you go down your list of firsts there's no question
You'll want to see your loved ones waiting there for you
And when you feel you've told your story to the last one
Who wants to hear you tell just how you made it through.
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Look for me for I will be there too
I realize when you arrive
There'll be so much to view
After you've been there ten thousand years
A million maybe two
Look for me for I will be there too.
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After you’ve been there ten thousand years
A million maybe two
Look for me for I will be there too.
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When I’m Gone
When I come to the end of my journey
and I travel my last weary mile,.
Just forget if you can that I ever frowned
and remember only the smile.
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
remember some good I have done.
Forget that I ever had heartache
and remember I've had loads of fun!
Forget that I've stumbled and blundered
and sometimes fell by the way.
Remember that I have fought some hard battles,
and won ere the close of the day.
Then forget the grief for my going;
I would not have you sad for a day.
But in summer just gather some flowers
and remember the place where I lay.
And come in the shade of the evening
when the sun paints the sky in the west.
Stand for a few moments beside me
and remember only my best.
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Although the World keeps turning
And the sun comes up each day,
Life has never been the same
Since you were called away.
You were such a special person -
So, gentle, good and kind
And have left the sweetest memories
And thoughts of you behind.
I only wish there was a way
That I could see you one more time
To thank you for the joy you brought
Into this life of mine."
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When you feel you miss me most,
As years go driftin by,
Each memory will prove to you,
That love can never die,
That while I left you far too soon,
I did not go alone,
For the father sent his angels,
To gently take me home,
Take comfort when you think of me,
Hold my love deep within your heart,
And with the warmth of every memory,
We will never be apart.
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Never think you are on your own
I`d never let you walk alone
When you`re down and want to cry
Let it out, let your tears run dry,
I watch and guide you everyday
So that you can find your way
And when you`re down and in despair
Just call my name and i`ll be there,
Right by your side through good and bad
But you need never feel sad,
Until it`s time for your journey home
Just remember you`re not on your own
We`ll meet again sometime soon
And we`ll be together, like the stars and moon
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I have a picture of you I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
I have a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you ask me how I am doing I would say just fine
But the truth is if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you
After all this time you are still with me that is true
Somehow you remain so deep inside
This memory I will never ever want to hide
♥
✽ܓ Angel In Your Garden ✽ܓ
Dan Turner 2-27-00
I was working in my garden, Just the other day. When a little neighbour girl, Ran up and blocked my way.
“Do you know you have an Angel in your garden, Over by the trees?”
With a gentle laugh, Reserved for special times, I asked, “Does she have wings and A long white dress that Shimmers in the breeze?”
“Yes!”, she said, “So you have seen her, too!” “I’m so glad, because when I told my dad, he said there were no such things – they were only make believe.”
She then skipped off, happy and complete. When she passed from view, I turned and looked again toward the closest tree. And there - I swear - was an angel smiling back at me. I walked over, expecting her to disappear. But as I got closer, her features became more clear.
I stood there for a moment not knowing what to do. Finally I said, “Does this mean it is time for me to go?” If you have never heard an angel laugh, your life is not complete. For the words glow with warmth, they are pure and kind and sweet.
“No actually, I come here often, to watch your steady pace.” “You know, flowers are among God’s greatest gifts, and this is such a restful place.”
“Then why haven’t I seen you, before this afternoon?”
“I suppose you’ve chosen not to – as most people do.” “Well”, she said, “it’s time for me to go.” “I just stopped to rest in your garden – I enjoy the roses so.” She assured me she would stop again, and bring her friends by, too. But as she left, this simple verse echoed in my mind:
“Seek and ye shall find
The Balm Of God's Love
by M.S.Lowndes
When we lose someone we love
The loss seems too great to bear
God sends us friends to comfort us
To show that He deeply cares
But in the dark hours of the night
When there’s nobody else around
When we feel the saddest and loneliest
It’s there God’s love can be found
It’s like a soothing, healing balm
To soothe our broken hearts
The healing oil poured over us
That flows into every part
We can rest secure in God’s love
And know He’s by our side
He holds us when we feel as though
A part of us has died
We can know that God will listen
When we just want to talk
And when we feel we need to cry
We can share it with the Lord
For He is always waiting there
Ready with arms open wide
As we pour out the hurt within
He pours His love inside
Our Father above loves us so much
And will never leave us alone
He will not forsake us in our need
To face this on our own
He comforts us and strengthens us
And rubs us with His balm
And as the dawn breaks through the night
We’ll awake in His loving arms
The birds hid in the trees
There wasn�t the smallest breeze
While the woods froze in nameless grieve
Unable to believe that this would be the day...
No more waves came rolling in
No more leaves would toss and spin
The rivers would dry out but swell
Knowing all too well that this would be the day...
The sunlight held no relief
The moon sneaked in like a thief
And stole my peace of mind
And left my heart blind on this cursed day
The day you went away
They said you�re somewhere safe
My eyes see only a grave
It all seemed so untrue
This pain that I went through since that day
The day you went away
My broken heart..
Will never mend
So lots of kisses..
I shall send
We think of you..
In a better place
With beautiful wings..
And a smile on your face
Every day is a struggle you see
Trying to cope..
So please help me
How do I cope?
I do not know
My heart is broken..
So that goes to show
I can't except you are gone
I need you here..
Please keep me strong
Stay by my side..
Show me the way
Help me to cope every day
I love and miss you so much..
And I always will
Since you have been gone..
Time has stood still
I think of you in heaven..
With Gods Angels up above
Please my precious Angel..
Watch over me with love
FOR SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL
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